I can relate to you concerning this. There is a support group at the hospital I go to and they meet once a month and even plan a walk (fundraiser) each year. I want to get involved but was very scared almost. I know I can go at anytime so I just am waiting until I feel I can get up the courage.
In the meantime, I am in grief counseling and it is helping and has helped me tremendously. I too am the kind of person who can push my feelings down and I have been doing it all my life. I lost my parents very young under very traumatic circumstances and just went on with life and each obstacle that was in my way I got through and moved on. Well, I had an ectopic last year and it was like nothing. I picked up the pieces and moved on. This last loss...I broke down and fell apart. You can only keep things inside for so long before they explode and you go crazy.
I always heard that but dammit it is true! I say go for it. It may make you feel better and if not...then at least you know.
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Amanda 30
DH 32
Ectopic 8/08 ~ M/C 4/09
Septum resection 7/1/09
Surprise bfp 8/13/09
3rd time's a charm!!!
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