Thanks for the comforting words Renee. I don't want to hurt my husband.. I know its not fair to him, but it feels like a part of me is missing. I don't know if that is simply because my friend is gone or that I want, in particular, a relationship with a woman. I know if I ever left my DH, I would feel the same way so that is not the answer for me. I think about it often, like you said, when I am alone. I also feel a lot of my strong feelings are due to PCOS and the excess male hormones.. but I can't say for sure. It is so weird to be bisexual because I am not in the position (nor would I ever want to be) to be with both genders at the same time, so its always like there is something missing. Anyway, thank you so much for your reply.. its nice to know I am not the only confused married female out there. *hugs* |