I agree with the person above. I'm not trying to through creditentials out there, but i'm majoring in death studies at university- The way you are reacting is completely normal. Something like this is tragic, especially since it sounds like she was helping you feel things that no one else was capable of. This isn't going to go way, you will always hurt because of this. It sucks, but its true. Years from now you will look back and it will still be painful. That pain is what it costs to fall in love. I strongly encourage you to look at counselling- there are tons of support groups or individuals you could talk to who might help you make more sense of all this. but if you ever want to talk- feel free to message me.
wishing you peace-
mk. |