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shannashimmers · 04-27-2009, 01:27 AM

Iam getting ready to ttc again in may and Iam so scared to miscarry again. I have had three miscarriages the farthest I made it was 10wks which was a missed miscarriage and had to have a d&c. This one was the hardest for me since I had seen a heartbeat others were to early. I get to this point where Iam so excited to try again then reality sits in that I could lose another baby. I really dont think I can handle going through this alot more times. I always feel like if I could make it out of the first trimester I will be fine but then I see so many people that have lost them later and realize thats to so. I feel like I have noone that understand and Iam so tired of seeing all these young girls and people accidentally getting pregnant and everything goes fine for them, not that I want something bad to happen I just cant understand it. It helps me to see other people have went through similar things and Iam not alone I just dont know what to do to not be so freaked out when I do get pregnant, I wish it was a happy exciting time but it only brings me stress and worry