I was at 180 when I got married in 2002. After three years of fertility drugs, surgeries, treatments and horrible depression I reached 230 pounds. Seven years later I am now at 240 pounds and just can't seem to get motivated to try and lose it. It's so hard when your body hurts. Also, I am on Nuvaring which I think is making the depression even worse.
I just wanted to say you're not alone; I know how it feels to doctor your own photos and avoid the mirrors in the bathroom. I am sorry that you are in so much pain, and I hope the drilling goes well. The new doctor should be much better for your treatment than the other one. Good luck and best wishes to you! |