God does not punish, he forgives. Let him into your heart for forgiveness. We choose certain paths that may seem justified in our current situation and it is only when we are older and wiser that we realize the true choices we have made in our life. I understand, as I was 16 pregnant and had a miscarriage. It was not my choice but I ignored and chose to ignore what was happening to my body. I believe the power of denial can cause such things sometimes. I have been diagnosed for 5 years now, and wishing that God too would open his heart and arms and grant me patience or an opportunity to be patient because there are bigger things to come. God bless you and sending hugs and positive prayer your way. |