I completely understand..At my work they hired a girl that was pregnant. Every time I turned around they were asking me to stay late so she could go home and rest. I told them one day when I'd had enough of it that I thought that was unfair. Their response was.."we'll do the same for you the day you become pregnant" It went straight through me. I couldn't hold it back and I flung right back "Well what if I can't EVER have a baby! What then?!!" Needless to say they got all quiet. And this was before I was diagnosed with PCOS but I had a feeling I had it. Now that girl has had her baby. She is gorgeous. But she and another co worker are still getting special treatment b/c they have kids. And both of them would rather go out bar hopping on weekends than spend that precious time with their babies and they are always saying how lucky I am that I don't have any..It makes me see red. But what can I do other than secretly hate them b/c they could have them so easily and here I am wanting a child so badly and it's going to be a fight for me and they are taking their children for granted. Not a day goes by that I don't imagine myself smacking the crap out of them and tell them how great they have it. That's why I am glad I have this board to come to b/c you gals know exactly how it is and share my frustrations. And I too hate going out b/c I see babies everywhere. It makes me feel so empty and angry at the world. |