I completely understand......
The exact same thing happened when I went into PTL , the baby was born with her heart beating but couldnt take a breath. I was told she was a him at birth and a few weeks later when I received the reports it was actually a girl. I was totally in shock . I felt guilty for some reason. I had a very hard time moving past that, 7 years later, I still have days that make it feel like it was just yesterday. I hope you find peace soon, my thoughts are with you..
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