Missyinbama

I'm so sad,empty, and alone right now.

This time last week I was on my way to find out that I was having a baby girl that I was going to name Ava, and here I am now alone,empty, and crushed. I thought this was my time, I was really going to have a baby to hold and call my own. I suppose it just wasn't meant to be....
I began having what I thought was gas pains until they got stronger and more painful. I then noticed they were exactly 3-4 minutes apart. I rushed to the emergency room and my water soon broke. an hour later I gave birth to a perfect tiny baby. I will forever miss her and yearn to know how she would have been. I had so many hopes and dreams for her, they will now forever just be a dream.....

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