Merc: (*HUGS*) I think about my lost ones everyday. I honestly didn't feel any peace with the first one until I finally hit the one year mark, but it still hurts. Grief never ends, it's a long process. It does get easier to deal with though. Many days I feel like I need to just let it all out, but I can't. It's always there though, I've just found a way to balance it I guess. It's not easy, and some days I do fall into that heavy grief rather than the subtle, but it's all I can do to keep going. I'm sorry it's so difficult for you right now, I may not know exactly how you feel, but I can relate. I'm so sorry for your loss, and how it's made you feel. Deep breathes, and lots of hugs.
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three inject cycles
7 clomid
TTC +2 years
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