(((Hugs))) Grief is such a rollercoaster! I'm sorry you are having a rough time. My vote always goes for letting it all out of there. Your husband needs to hear how you are feeling, too, and he needs to process his grief as well. [The guys are really different in the way they do it, though.] With your anxiety, there could be supplements to consider that can help. I've taken fish oil occasionally (should take it forever), with some benefit for moods. You deserve to feel better and to be able to get through the day without so much pain, if you can figure out what your body needs to help it. It really stinks that PCOS makes having a family so hard, makes miscarriage likely, and makes our moods wacko as well! Such an insult.
As for not questioning why we have losses and all of that, I don't live that way. There are some things that are NOT for a reason, in my world! (((Hugs)))
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Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs
First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Mary Catherine will be in our hearts forever, November 28, 2003.
Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Duncan 2/11/05, 9lb 3oz
Fourth pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Ruby 2/27/06, 9lbs |