Toriana,
I don't know how to private message either lol. We just started trying a couple weeks ago! When we made the decision to start my anxiety all came back, even though I want a baby so badley! I feel a little better now. I guess I want to be in control and know what's going to happen, so I just need to let it go
I am overweight, I have lost 67 pounds and still lossing, my doctor wants me under 200 and I'm at 229 but she said for me to go a head and start trying. I am VERY exited I just hope like you said I will feel better pregnant than not. I have white coat syndrome so I freak out when my blood pressure is taken and obviousley when your pg you have to do that a lot. Do you have this? How was your delivery? And are you feeling any better since your first post?