Ahhhh Toriana natural child birth LOL.....don't know how you did it!
It sounds like you felt better during your pregnancies. That gives me some hope! My PMS is bad I get it for almost 3 weeks during the month and I think that's waht gives me my anxiety feelings. As far as the weight loss goes here's what I did; Started weight watchers and made sure I was eating more fruits, veggies, and whole grains. This diet really helps and works! I swear by it. It's a way of life for me know my stomach has shrunk so I'm not as hungry anymore. Plus you can have anything you want just use portion control. I also bought a treadmill and I TRY and walk about 4-5 a week. I go to a natural doctor as well and he has me some herbs that work out great for me. If you have a Costco near by there this herb drink called Hoodia and it's SAFE to take, it really curbs hunger, and speeds up metabolism. I weigh about 225 now, I loose every week
Now my thyriod's out of wack so I have to go get retested for that. Oh all the joys of PCOS LOL. All I can do is try and laugh it off because the worrying isn't doin me any good! There are times when I am so at piece with getting pg, and than my PMS comes and I'm freaking out with worry. My poor husband hehehe I drive him nuts!
Hope your having a great day!!!