No matter how you try to look at these things, no matter how many different ways you can try to cover it or hide it and act like 'no big deal,' 'it's not that bad'....it hurts, and really I never thought that somethng as simple as hair would make me feel this ugly. I mean I look at other girls whose skin is smooth and hairless and they walk around with nothing to hide, I think it must be so nice to just pick your hair up and not worry that your face hairs are more noticeable this way. I know exactly how that feels, to just wonder what it would be like to feel pretty and feminine. I'm also 23 and you know I think I got lucky and just in time, because I got married just under 1 year before this came down on me and my husband knows but there is no way anyone can understand unless they're going through it too. I do feel like sometimes there's no hope....and it just sucks! |