I understand what it feels like to not know what is going to happen and when. With my ectopic, I kept hoping and praying that it would all be over soon. The sooner it was over, the sooner my DH and I could move on. I would be lying if I hadn't hoped and prayed some type of miracle would happen and everything would be okay. After the shot of methotrexate, it hit more than ever because at that point, I knew what the medicine was doing to that tiny "being" inside of me that we wanted so badly but just didn't get to the spot it was supposed to.
I am so very sorry for your loss. No words can describe how you are feeling right now and no words of sympathy will take the pain away. Just know that so many of us have (unfortunately) been in your shoes and if you need anything at all, we know how you are feeling right now.
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Adrienne (28)
DH- Matt (32)
PCOS and Male Factor
TTC #1 since 1/08
Told we would never conceive naturally!
All natural BFP 2/27/09!
Ectopic- methotrexate shot 3/20/09
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