Missyinbama

It feels like I have nothing to focus my attention on, I'm not pregnant , can't ttc anytime soon. I hate being here! I feel so blah and depressed. Its been a few weeks now, long enough for my friends and family to kind of forget how hard this is for me. Their life just moves on and mine doesn't!!!!! I'm here counting down days and weeks till I can ttc and then feeling guilty about feeling desperate to replace the baby I just lost.

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