missy - i agree. THIS SUCKS!! everyone else has moved on and pretends like i was never pg, like my son never existed. in a way i guess i'm moving on (i haven't cried in three days - a record). i want so badly to be pregnant again and feel bad for not writing just now wanting to be pregnant still.
maybe i'm crazy, but when i was ttc i was obsessed about it, researching treatments and statistics, reading everything i should do when i got pg to have the healthiest pregnancy possible. when i was pg i obsessed about it. reading about what was developing and how big he was. i'd lay for an hour each night real still so i could feel the bubbles. now i'm neither. what should i do? hmmm.
i can start prometrium in 11days and clomid with the af that follows. i'm impatiently counting the days. i'm feeling guilty for moving on with my life. i wonder if i'll still get excited when i geta BFP after my losses.
i'll say it again - this sucks!!
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Isaac lives in heaven now
April 21st, 2009
BFP 7/6 IT'S A GIRL 10/5
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