Harley- I'm just trying everything in my power to give myself the best possible chance the next time. Its not like I couldn't stand to lose some no matter what. I don't think time could possibly move any slower!
Dianna- Yes, THIS SUCKS SO BAD. I still have atleast 2 months. Did they tell you to wait 3 months or 2? I was exactly the same way, reading, researching,counting down to RE and Ob appts. Which I had atleast once a week. I wonder how I will feel the next BFP. This last BFP despite my loss before that I was still more excited that I imagined I ever could be. I never had a real doubt. I bought a few things even though everyone told me to wait. But, I didn't want to be negative . The next one, I'm not so sure. I'm afraid I won't be a excited or positive because I know what the outcome could be. I just don't think I could emotionally handle a 3rd time.
Another- Thank you........
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