Oh Harley, it's not fair we can't go out and buy stuff as soon as we know we're pregnant and scream it from the roof tops. Actually for some reason this one was not as hard as my first m/c. I was only 19 then and had NO idea about miscarriages, and PTL, PCOS,infertility, and stuff. In my mind, you got pregnant and in 9 months you had a baby. I had no complications in that pg till I went into labor. So I was totally caught off guard and devastated and SO depressed. This preg. I had all the facts, did my research I had to work hard for this one with the shots and having stupid follicles measured. I thought it would turn out different this time, but I think I was a teenie tiny bit prepared that it may not. I have my sad days but I don't cry as much as before. Is that weird? I just know that life can't keep being this hard!!!!!!!
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