EAch persons depression or other emotional things are all different, but I can understand where you are coming from...I've often had the same line of thinking w/my fiance and am amazed he is still with me and loves me, Ive put him through h*ll.
I agree with therapy/counseling (maybe even see if he would go with you). At one point I attended a DBT program (as Im bipolar, a big part of my depression) and that helped tons too.
You most certainly are not going completely bonkers =D...Be sure to feel your doc in on your not being able to shake the depression, he/she can figure out whether to change/up the medication or add another one to it...depression is not always the most simple thing to overcome and can take quite a bit of time and finding what works for you, give yourself credit in that you have made the step to even acknowledge it and are recieving help with it.Im rooting for you hun and obviously so are your loved ones, take care of yourself much hugs to you.
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Melissa (aka Missy)22
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