Hello and welcome to SoulCysters!
I am a type 2 diabetic and I really cannot emphasize enough to you to get and keep your sugars under control. Early detection and prevention can be beneficial to you later on down the road. When you say you just don't feel right, listen to your body!
As far as buying a glucometer, I have several that are almost brand new. (seems that my insurance is always upgrading me
) So, you are welcome to them if you don't want to spend the money on a new one. I do agree with the PP...check prices on lancets and strips. These can be very costly.