Hi my name is Lite and yes that is my real name. I have been married for 8 years but together for 10. I am new to soulcysters and the thread. I have been a born again since the age of 8 years. I had loving foster parents that I know without a doubt that God put me in their home since I was 6 years old. I have had a strong walk with God since I would say junior high. I was a sweet and good girl that tryed very hard to please my parents. Anyways, along the way I met my husband who was not a christian at the time but in fact an athiest. I told him that I would not marry him if he did not eccept Jesus into his heart. We were living together for about 6 months and all a long I felt God tug at my heart that I needed to leave him in order for God to work on his heart. So finally I did for about three months I stayed away. He came to know Jesus and a year later we were married. After a year of being married we tryed to get pregnant with no success. So they sent me to a fertility specialist. Tried for a few more years with no success. Then in 2006 we tryed IVF and got pregnant on the first try. About 6 wks into the pregnancy I misscarried. Tryed again the following year with my 7 frozen embryos but none of them servived the unthawing process. So we tryed IUI in 2008. On the second treatment we had success, but found out that the embryo stop growing at 5 1/2 wks. I had a missed abortion. So now I am just taking a break and waiting on God. This last time was not only hard on me but it was really hard on my husband. So if you could keep us in your prayers. Thanks.
