prayn4miracle

hey guys. i have been a member here for awhile. Been through a lot here lately and figured i would give a very long update as to what im going through. I was diagnosed with PCOS almost 2 years ago. We had tried by ourselves for a year then turned to clomid for 4 cycles. Turns out I had taken 3 cycles for nothing. The doctor did not do what she was supposed to...i did not have ultrasounds or bloodwork. So i basically went crazy for 3 months (if youve taken clomid you know why i say that). I was having a lot of symptoms of endometriosis. looked it up online and found that 99% of the symptoms was the same as what i was experiencing. I started my period the first part of april and by may i was still on it. so i went back to my gyno and she sent me to a fertility specialist. within one visit i found out i had thyroid problems and she did a biopsy and found i had a polyp on my uterus as well. She scheduled me to have the polyp removed and a lap to see if i had endo (sort of like a 2 in 1 surgery). I did have endometriosis and it had caused some scarring on my ovaries. that was 2 weeks ago when i had the surgery so i am on cycle day 3 of my period today and supposed to start taking femara (or however u spell it) today. My doc seems very optimistic and she has a great reputation for helping women get pregnant. I guess i just feel like the world is telling me im never going to be a mom. to have pcos, endo, a polyp and a thyroid problem it was like wow, no wonder i have never gotten pregnant. basically everything that causes infertility is happening to me. the doc said i would probably have to have the surgery again at some point because if im already producing polyps i will likely produce more in the future and of course endo can come back as well. I just need some optimism i suppose and would like to hear some uplifting stories because right now i feel like my body is my enemy. please pray for me and my husband as we're going through this journey of trying to become parents and PLEASE if you have any good stories i would love to hear them.