I just didn't think it would take me so long to move forward. I get frustrated with myself. I welcome the day I can look back on my life and smile when I picture that beautiful baby. I'm not there yet, but my husband tells me I will be someday. I think I've had an epiphany after venting about this. I need to end the chapter that's been written for our baby and start a new one so I can fill the blank pages of my life with new, happy moments. Maybe that will include children and maybe it won't...I need to stop trying to bring back my little baby that's no longer here with me. This all made me realize I've been living in the past.
__________________ ME (33) & DH (35)
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Married in 1994
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