Hi! I am sorry for your loss. I am in the same boat as you. I got pregnant in March but did not find out until I went to the fertility doctor (for our 1st visit) and they did a sonogram and there on the screen was my angel. I miscarried on the 1st of May. I was so excited becuase my sister in law was going to have her baby in Sept., my husband's cousin in Sept., my friend at work Nov., my best friend Nov., my cousin Nov., just found out my old friend Feb.. It is a terrible feeling having all of these people having babies that some of them do not really want and are not excited about. It makes me sick and I find myself sometimes stuck and hoping that they are put through the same situation as me so that I am not the only one amonst so many. I changed my diet which led to me concieving in March because I was pretty much told that I would never concieve. I have kept up with the diet and find myself obsessing cause I do not want to be the baby's aunt or the baby's friend I want to be there mother. I am sorry to just unload on you I just like knowing that I am not the only one out there who has all of these preggos and nothing going on for me.
Precious Angel: May 1, 2009 6 weeks 2 days |