NJgroomer

Hello all! I am from NJ and was diagnosed with PCOS about 9 and a half years ago. I was put on MET earlier this past year, but had to stop takin it because of awful heartburn that made me spit up blood (TMI).
As of right now, I am having an issue that maybe someone can shed light on.

I am currently living with my boyfriend (2 years), we plan on getting married, and because of the PCOS have not been using any BC (after getting everything checked). I was without AF for MONTHS, which is not unusual for me. I finally got it last month and bled lightly for about 2-3 weeks. BF and I did have some nookie while I had AF. ANyway, about 2 weeks or so ago, I began to become TIRED....I put it down to working too hard....everyone keeps telling me how tired I look. No biggie for me......

Well, all last week, I was crying at everything! It was awful.....! And now today, aside from running to the bathroom all day...I had a few smudges of blood, which IS unusual for me, spotting between AF......and I feel sooooooooo queasy. Got car sick! I usually have an iron stomach, with exception of MET.

I was previously married, and NEVER got pregnant! I was also engaged for 2 years after my divorce and NEVER got PG......so what's the deal??!!! I am almost afraid to test....like a lot of others with PCOS I had my fair share of BFN's......and I just can't take anymore! Especially not with this man! After my divorce and failed engagement, I finally got it right! I am with my Mr. Right! He is GREAT with kids....LOVES them, and wants them if we can have them! He has an almost 2 year old god daughter that we just got to see again this morning!

Any insights????? Maybe I am just finally loosing my mind after all!


Nicole