s~tyro

I do know exactly what you're going through. I've been there. I don't know whether or not PCOS is to blame, but it does cause hormones to get out of balance...which in turn could change your mood, etc. About six years ago I thought I was losing my mind. My poor husband was on the receiving end of it, too. It didn't matter what he said to me, I still felt like everyone around me would be better off if I weren't here...like I was a waste of space...unworthy of love. I snapped at the smallest provocation. And, I cried myself to sleep every night for months. Finally, I broke down in tears one day in front of my husband and told him something's really wrong with me. I know the thoughts in my head are ludicrous, but I can't seem to shake it. I made an appointment with my doctor the next morning and she had me take this little test. Turns out I was severely depressed. All of the mood swings, etc. I never associated with depression. I was put on medication and within three/four weeks I became a different person. I hadn't felt that good ever. I could finally think rationally and clearly. I don't know if this is what's happening in your case, but I highly recommend seeing your doctor to rule it out.

Take care!

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