Mills89

So every 6 months or so my body loves to tease me and screw with me.
My boobs hurt, I pee frequently, i get EXHAUSTED, I cry heaps, i get funny pains in my lower abdomen.. and this time.. My boobs even grew!

I even have dreams about being pregnant at the time this is happening!

So many things happen that it just sounds like I am pregnant! I should know better by now, but it happens so much i test every time!

And every time it is negative :\
Now, I am not financially stable enough to have children yet, but I wish it was positive just so i know SOMETHING is actually happening with me!

I am driving my Boyfriend crazy with my pseudo pregnancies!

I've put it down to my hormones going a bit silly, but it is such a nasty thing to do, considering my fears of infertility!

Does anyone else go through this? Or is there something wrong with me deeply lol.

I am going crazy having to go through this, it's so ridiculous!

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