My husband and I have been married for almost 2 years now but together for 4. I was diagnosed with Pecos last year and started clomid after finding a doctor that would finally listen to me

we started out with 50 then 100 now finally 150 this is my 7th cycle of it we decided to do another 3 rounds after having a HSG test done, and a sa that was normal. I feel like I am losing my mind every month it seems like a week prior to getting AF I have every pg symptom in the book and then to top it off this month it was even three days late. I am just so sick of it... I can't talk to my family because I always get "just wait" "its not that bad" blah blah blah then come to find out a Younger cousin is pregnant that has the mentality of a 7 year old grrr I don't know what else to do I guess I am just looking for someone to talk to and to know I am not alone :S Sorry for the whinning