The mind is a powerful thing, isn't it? I feel that we just want to be pregnant so badly that we tend to start to "feel" that we are - often times, I think we may even make up the symptoms, or at least exaggerate them a bit...
I get like this a little bit. This month was somewhat like that only because I had gotten symptoms that I'd never had before (or maybe I'd never noticed them before, really). But I always know in my soul that if I tested it'd be a BFN. I just feel that I'd know if I really were...like REALLY know for sure.
You know what's also funny. When I started questioning if I could be pregnant (this was a few years back before actually TTC), I'd take a test, get a BFN, and then AF would start that evening or the next day. It's weird how once you KNOW you're not, things start to happen naturally. Odd how we can modify our bodies like that.
If only we knew how to better channel our thinking to positive thoughts to aid in things like weight loss and overall healthfullness.
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Me (26) DH (26)
Married 1.17.09
TTC since 10.12.08
Self Dx '99
Official Dx 7.29.08
Metformin 500mg Since 11.12.09
Pre-Seed Sometimes Since 7.17.09
Yaz 3.11.09 - 5.4.09
PNV's + 1g Fish Oil
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