So I joined this website called sparkpeople... it is something where I'm having to be accountable to myself. That's not working so well. It has become another thing that I avoid on a regular basis because I'm trying to justify why I'm still the weight that I am and why I haven't felt like I deserve the healthier me. My dr said that if I didn't lose 50 lbs by the end of Sept that I would be put on an insulin pump because she knows I refuse to give myself any type of shot what so ever! The bad part of this is I started getting migraines again ... oh yeah... and have been unable to do so much as walk up and down my stairs in my house a few times w/o getting sick let alone start walking my arse off!
Some days I just wish that I would have changed when I was younger! Now I'm adopting the bad habits of my husband... he lacks all motivation currently because of his jobless situation, which mind you he's not the only one in the USA w/o a job right now! gesh  lol I know it can't be easy but still... as my therapist says... time to look out for me. I'd rather it be us though - but I am having issues getting him on board with anything life changing!
Tomorrow is another day 
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Renee (Nay) 27 & Jeff (DH) 28
My Newfie (Lisa)
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my "kids" 1 retriever Lucky; and 1 Goldendoodle Fozzie
Dx: PCOS March 13, 2000
Other Dx: PTSD, Depression/Anxiety, Fibro, Sleep Apnea, High BP
Rx:Metformin 1500mgER, Prenatal Vits, Provera 10day
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