That's it!!! Its the emotional thing. I know it. I have had a skill in reading people. I can translate body signals kind of good. I couldn't put my finger on it, but he seemed, exasperated at me at telling him what I had. I said the worlds "I saw on the internet" and it was all over for me. I'll never make that mistake again. I was just a paranoid woman that saw something on the internet and thought I had it.
He didn't realize that I knew I had it since I was a young teenager. Its in my family and I knew the symptoms. I just needed him for the DX and the meds to get it treated. Funny thing though... I'm going a different route now. I'll have a new post soon. Go read it. LOL |