Today marks the two years that i lost my Emmanuel....it still hurts...but I am so blessed that I have My Nichole. I had planned to release two balloons but instead we went to the Museum....
I just wanted to pretend like it didn't hurt.
Here I am again....hurt, but making progress....
__________________ 5 IVF Cycles...
1 Beautiful baby boy in heaven.......Emmanuel (GOD is with US)
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27 Days in the NICU....before Nichole Victoria came home to her parents!
"Having done all that you can.........just STAND"
I am eternally grateful for all that I have, all that i have been through and all that GOD has in store for me and my family.....
Storm, I hope you're feeling better today. Anyway, I hope to see you on the UNITE meeting next week.
Absolutely!!!
I was hoping you didn't forget!
__________________ 5 IVF Cycles...
1 Beautiful baby boy in heaven.......Emmanuel (GOD is with US)
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27 Days in the NICU....before Nichole Victoria came home to her parents!
"Having done all that you can.........just STAND"
I am eternally grateful for all that I have, all that i have been through and all that GOD has in store for me and my family.....
I don't have to make an appointment or anything right? I always get a voicemail when calling telling they would call me back but I never received a callback.
I'll keep you and your family in my prayers.
No you don't need to make an appointment. The staff is volunteer and there aren't any set office hours. I will also call to let them know we will be there.
__________________ 5 IVF Cycles...
1 Beautiful baby boy in heaven.......Emmanuel (GOD is with US)
1 Beautiful baby girl LuV To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. BuG....born 1/20/08 33 weeks 1 day...... To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
27 Days in the NICU....before Nichole Victoria came home to her parents!
"Having done all that you can.........just STAND"
I am eternally grateful for all that I have, all that i have been through and all that GOD has in store for me and my family.....
I'm so sorry these birthdays are hard. I hope your third year is easier to bear than your second. Peace and hugs!
__________________ Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs
First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. Mary Catherine will be in our hearts forever, November 28, 2003.
Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. Duncan 2/11/05, 9lb 3oz
Fourth pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Thanks Sheri!
I had a pretty terrible week, but i think because I didnt allow myself to grieve. Once i dealt with the emotions things got better!
__________________ 5 IVF Cycles...
1 Beautiful baby boy in heaven.......Emmanuel (GOD is with US)
1 Beautiful baby girl LuV To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. BuG....born 1/20/08 33 weeks 1 day...... To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
27 Days in the NICU....before Nichole Victoria came home to her parents!
"Having done all that you can.........just STAND"
I am eternally grateful for all that I have, all that i have been through and all that GOD has in store for me and my family.....
Raven - Has it really been 2 years? I remember when we were both celebrating finding out that we were expecting. Now unfortunately we both have another thing that we share in common - the loss of our children. I am sorry that you are feeling such sadness but am very happy that you were blessed with your daughter. I hope you can lean on your husband and daughter during this difficult time.
__________________ Me(40), DH(43) Beautiful son Matthew born 2/4/04!!! To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
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Melanie Grace joined our family 1/12/07 - 7 lbs 4ozs. She left our lives way too soon on 1/28/2008 due to mitochondrial disease. She will forever be in our hearts and will never be forgotten. We love you and miss you dearly.....
Thank you so much Andrea...i think of you and Melanie Grace often. The picture of her in your signature is beautiful.
If you would like. Sabrina and I are going to group grief counseling this upcoming Tuesday 9/16 at 730 pm at HUP. You are more than welcome to join us and be apart of IRL support system. I love my online support system but the group in person equally helps me grieve.
Its not just for pregnancy loss its for loss to parents of pregnancy, infancy and young children.
__________________ 5 IVF Cycles...
1 Beautiful baby boy in heaven.......Emmanuel (GOD is with US)
1 Beautiful baby girl LuV To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. BuG....born 1/20/08 33 weeks 1 day...... To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
27 Days in the NICU....before Nichole Victoria came home to her parents!
"Having done all that you can.........just STAND"
I am eternally grateful for all that I have, all that i have been through and all that GOD has in store for me and my family.....
2 years and the feeling is still raw... 
