SheriKCMO

Buddies,
I'm doing okay, but I've been remembering my little tiny baby I lost last year on this day. I was so excited to have another chance, and then just as quickly, that chance was gone. The hormonal aftermath was truly devestating, and conceiving Duncan was the only thing that could get my emotions back on track. Basically I went for a month and a half wishing that I was dead, then I started to feel better. I noticed on my chart that my temps were up, figured out when to test, and sure enough, I had a new reason to go on. Because of my grief for Mary Catherine and then the sudden pregnancy with Duncan, I really haven't properly grieved this little baby I was so excited about. I'm not even sure what to do about it now, but I'm feeling pretty fragile and weird today. If that expression is right... "What doesn't kill us makes us stronger," there's a lot of very strong women around here.
Thanks for listening,
Sheri

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Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs

First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.

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Mary Catherine will be in our hearts forever, November 28, 2003.
Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks

Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w

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Duncan 2/11/05, 9lb 3oz
Fourth pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w

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Ruby 2/27/06, 9lbs

kwannabee

Hugs to you Sheri...so many hugs...

you'll get through this...Duncan is here with a few extra guardian angels watching over him...and you too...

hang in there cyster...

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Kim 40 PCOS/IR/IC/PIH/PTL
DS6yrs-preemie-30w)Twins-Met,Prometrium, Puregon Injectibles DS3YRS

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TTC#4 w/Injectibles-IVF conversion/CERCLAGE/6.2mo bedrest/emerg c-sec at 38wks

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VivC

I love you, girl. And I'm remembering with you today...take all the time you need to grieve - Duncan will gladly share your attention with his siblings!

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Dominici was born May 2006!

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Miracle Baby Boy Rivelino, born too early to live on October 6, 2004 at 24 weeks and 6 days. Never to be forgotten, always to be remembered, forever my source of inspiration.


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saluki_fan

Sheri, thanks for sharing your story. I'm grieving and remembering right along with you.

My dad always says "pain will build your character." Well pardon me Dad, I think I have enough character by now, I don't need any more!

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Lean cyster ~ M/c @ 10 wks after seeing heartbeat 8/04, m/c @ about 10 weeks after seeing heartbeat 8-09. 2 chemical PGs lost @ 4.5 wks 1/05 & 3/05. 4/05: Dx w/antiphospholipid antibody syndrome.

DS 1/06, DD 12/07 - true miracles. Plus 1 large, neurotic dog.

Hayles

((((Sheri)))))

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dx.pcos 2001
dx.Antiphospholipid syndrome 2004
4 Angel Babies
TWO MIRACLES! Zane Sebastian! May 3rd 2006!!!! Sienna Rayne January 3rd 2008!!!!

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PJC

(((Hugs))) Sheri, I'm thinking of you and your little angel today. Duncan is so lucky to have 2 little angels watching over him!

Much Love to you!

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Patty
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Pamela

Sheri..........
((((((Hugs))))))))
Always thinking of you!
Pam

GabrielsMom

Sheri, I was thinking about you today. I hope you are doing alright.

*hugs*
Adrianne

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Adrianne 31, DH 44 - married 6/01 - 2 DSDs (13 & 15)
Gabriel born 19w5d 11/15/04 due to IC.

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packerfan

(((HUGS))) Sheri,

I can only imagine what it was like to have 2 losses so close together and the emotional rollercoaster you went through.

I hope you had time to reflect yesterday and remember your 2nd baby in a special way.

While my losses were early, not a day goes by that I don't hug DS and thank God for him, he is a miracle.

Kim

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Me: 37
DH: 36
m/c 12/02, 12/04
DS: 02/03/04--33w1d
DS: 10/31/05--39w2d
DD: 03/09/08--37w0d