Out of all of the maladies I have, hirsutism, overweight, etc, the acne and scarring is what bothers me the most...by far. I still break out (not quite as bad since starting Aldactone), have the red/brown spots, pock mark scarring, very large pores, you name it I have. My skin looks horrible. I am extremely self concious about it, avoid going outside during day light hours almost all the time. I dont interact with people as much as I would like to, just too embarrassed of my appearance sometimes. Its limited my quality of life. I wish I could be one of those people it doesnt bother, but I've been conditioned to think I am ugly and disfigured by all of the stares, comments, questions, and disgusted looks I get. (People can be so unkind...sigh) I know my skin will never be normal and I hate it. Clear skin is so easily taken for granted, should be such a simple thing to have. Wonder why God forgot about me on that one?
