i'm glad you are at least going to see someone, if you cant get the meds yet. hope you can get in quick!
i am suffering with depression as well. its not a fun thing by any stretch of the imagination. i'm on two antidepressants, and seeing a therapist next week. i'm kind of dreading talking to a new person- it seems as though i have too much to say just to get her caught up with the whys of my feelings (death of son, tons of self imposed stress, stepson in distress and too 'needy' for me to help him at 16 years old). my stepson is really an anger and stress trigger for me, and it doesnt help my pcos symptoms and depression.
it takes strength just to get to the doctor and ask for help. i commend you your strength.
jen
__________________ proud mommy to:
Winter- 1983-1998
Tiger- 1986 & Jeroth-1988
loved by Mark 1994
stepmommy to:
Mark- 1988,Josh- 1990 & Kris- 1991
highest weight- 188 in november 2003, now 142!
hopeful goal weight- 130-135
joined SC 11-06-2003 under different user name Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
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