Sarah2

OK I have been off the bcp for 3 months now. It is the first time off them for that long since I started 6 years ago. I stopped to be in a study on PCOS. I also wanted to see if with my recent weight loss I would get my period. I got it the first 2 months to my surprise... but now I didn't get it. I am 4 days late feel like I am pmsing... totally feeling fat and ugly...being depressed totally depressed staying home in my pj's until 4:00 bad stuff.. I wonder can this be my hormones acting up from not bieng on the pill and not getting my pd?? My mom thinks that is it I think I am nuts and I hate my life... if this feeling isn't my fault I would feel much beter. I feel like everyone hates me. I am fighting w my guy friend who is also my neighbor and he was so mean to me(hung up on me) and he hasn;t apologized... It's like he doesn't care at all. Also I am the only single girl I know. 25 isn't that young. I am lonely and scared it will be this way forever... please someone tell me it will all be ok bec I really really don't believe it. All my posts here and throughout my life are me being sad and single it sucks. Sorry to ramble but does anyone think this is pms? or no bcp? or am I nuts... thanks

Carla_Uk

I'm sure you're not nuts Sarah. It may well be hormonal, my week off the pill I am a hormonal wreck! It will help talking on here I am sure. Feeling depressed is nothing to feel ashamed about, and when you do bed feels safe. I know that feeling, forcing yourself to get up then going back to your safe shelter.

Hope you feel happier soon, mention to your doctor this I would. You don't have to suffer alone, we are here for a start.

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daculadawg1

your not crazy, i think its just your hormons too. when mine get really messed up i get cracky and wacky.
i hope you feel better soon.
linda mull

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Sarah2

Everyone hates me... seriously not 1 person gives a crap about me. I came into work and said I was so upset I really just want to die and one of my collegues says," Oh I really can't deal with this right now" so snotty I wasnt even talking to her... my mom says get on a pill bec she can't take it. I think it maybe the lack of the bcp and prozac but that means I am not normal. I cant live a normal life with out these pills? UGH! I called that boy who I had a fight with to be the better person and he was still snotty and said he wouldn't have called me if I didn't call him bec I was wrong... what a baby and he is still being snotty... I hate my life and everyone hates me.. I dont' feel like this is pill related but I guess it is

ange84

hey don't worry bout it...things get like that for me alot...ive been through alot in the past 2 years and it seems like nothing good will ever happen and ive thought about giving up many times but its friends who help me out...all you need to do is stay possitive and have faith...things'll get better

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