Hi,
I'm sure most of you have met me here online and know my story. For those who don't I'm Gina. I've had 6 pg losses in the last 36 months. Three of my losses have been 1st trimester early losses. Three have been 2nd trimester late m/c due to IC.
My most recent loss just occurred. On Friday 8/17 I was 6 weeks 5 days and we saw the sac the baby but no hb. My Dr. wasn't concerned because it was still early. I just had a bad feeling from that point on. Everything was fine until the following Friday. After going out to breakfast and shopping with a friend I came home and had brown spotting. It turned to bright red with some clots the next day. I had a beta drawn on Saturday and another on Monday. The numbers went from 16,000 on Sat. to 306 on Monday. By Monday I knew it was over. The sonogram showed no sac and no baby but some white areas. The NP told me that was probably the baby. She kept asking me if I was sure about my dates and was I sure they saw something last time. I wanted to smack that
B#$%* I knew it wasn't a viable pg anymore. Why wouldn't she just be honest with me. Meanwhile, I was bleeding heavily all over the place. I left there to go to the lab and have that second beta drawn. I cried the whole time at the lab.
Early this morning, I passed what I know was my baby. I feel very strongly that there was something very wrong with this pregnancy. Although I'm so sad it had to end, I'm glad my baby never suffered.
I miss being pg though. I still want to be a Mommy and I pray that God grants me that wish.
Thank you all for reading this.
__________________ Gina
Mommy to a beautiful baby girl Victoria Elyse and 1 pampered furbaby kitty Lacey
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Mom to 6 angel babies and 1furry angel baby
"My heart is broken, but not my spirit. My desire to be a Mother is greater than my fear of another miscarriage." Gina M.
Last edited by Phoenix Rising ^^^; 08-31-2007 at 12:22 AM.
gina OMG. I am so, so, sorry. I am praying for you and dh.
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Keva (30) Keith(32)
9 ANGEL BABES:
1 mc 12 wk March 2K
2 mc 20 wk Nov 2K (twins)
3 mc 8 wk Aug. 2K4
4 mc 6 wk Jan 2K7
5 mc 5 wk Dec 2k7
6 tubal preg May 08 6wk
7 blt ovum Oct 08 7.5 weeks
8 mc 5wk June 09
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Gina, there really aren't good words for what you must be going thru. I'm very sorry. Will you have any additional testing to see if they can find out why you have lost so many babies??
OMG! Not again! You have suffered so much in such a short time, NO ONE should have to go through this..I pray that you find peace and are blessed with a living child very very soon..My heart just breaks for you
Thank you all.
Packerfan,
My Dr. told me they've given me all the tests they've got. As I said earlier, the 2nd trimester losses were due to IC. The 1st trimester losses were likely due to abnormal chromosomes. One was tested after a d&C and trisomy 21(Down Syndrome) was found. The others happened at home and those don't get tested. The early ones I'm told are likely due to AMA (advanced maternal age).
__________________ Gina
Mommy to a beautiful baby girl Victoria Elyse and 1 pampered furbaby kitty Lacey
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"My heart is broken, but not my spirit. My desire to be a Mother is greater than my fear of another miscarriage." Gina M.
__________________ TTC #1 since 10/05.
February 2008: M/C - 8w1d (fetal bradycardia)
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Gina, I'm so sorry. I know we were all rooting for you. I know what you mean about knowing something was wrong and that you're glad the baby's not suffering. The only thing that gets me through is knowing Eric isn't suffering anymore.
I am so heartbroken for you. I just recently saw on the other thread that you where pg. I have been out of loop some lately. I hope that you are doing ok (at least the best you can be). If you need to talk you can always PM me.
Another Loss, I doesn't get any easier. 
