I was the fattest girl in my nutrition classes and I'm definately still the fattest girl in my sports nutrition paper. It has got to me - on occassion I'd get and up and get dressed in the morning and become overwhelmed by it all and skip class. But I'm definately glad I got the degree. If nothing else it cleared up the myths about dieting for myself and for others in the class. I may still do another course - like personal trainer or exercise prescription or something.
I think most of the stigma came from thinking that people assumed I ate too much and thats why I was fat - the reality was that I was eating less than most of them but I was eating the wrong things, I was IR, had the 'slowest' metabolism in the world and did little or no exercise. I was one of those people who started at the gym every other week, did 30min on the exercycle in my 'fat-burning' zone, go home and deprive myself of a lot of things that I should have been eating and feel even worse about myself when I didn't get results. But one class we were looking at a research paper that was comparing different diets for weight loss and I had a burst of self-confidence and started sharing my story about fad diets and (lack of) weight loss with the class. I know it was a real eye-opener for a lot of those in the class who had never even been a little overweight and yet they were about to be set let loose in the world to offer nutrition counselling - they were all asking me questions and I was able to clear up some misconceptions about 'fat people'.lol
That did a lot for my confidence and made me realise I have a lot to offer. I'm still not at a weight where I'm ready to help others on a 1-on-1 basis, but I hope that sometime in the near future I'll be able to compare a 'before' and 'during photo with people who want my advice - I guess as proof that I know what they are on about! For me personally, its more reassuring taking advice from people who have been there, done that and are enjoying sharing what they know. I consider myself to know a lot about nutrition, but every now and then I still learn things I never would have learnt in the classroom as an average weight person because I've experienced for myself.
Sorry - thats kinda long and in depth - but I truely am proud of myself and dont want anyone else to hold themselves back from doing what they want!
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