Today is one of those bad days for me. I feel so sad and I am on the verge of tears all day. Nothing seems to be going right. Nobody seems to care. I seem to be falling apart.
Today is one of those bad days for me. I feel so sad and I am on the verge of tears all day. Nothing seems to be going right. Nobody seems to care. I seem to be falling apart.
Tonight before I go to bed, I will pray for you. I have times when I feel the same, but I have a boyfriend that reminds me that I need to pray, and god will make it right. If you do not have PCOS it is very hard to understand how we feel, but we are all here to support you, and help you through the mose diffcult times.
I have a husband who used to be there for me and to try and understand me. But recently it seems he has stopped caring and just doesn't understand and doesn't want to. He has been extrememly selfish lately. Maybe that is part of the reason I am having alot of these bad days lately.
Thank you for your support and your prayers.
How are you doing today? Having support is really important, but I know that there are times I feel that my husband doesn't understand. One thing is to know sometimes we project that on to them, not saying you are...just something I was taught in therapy. Need to spill out whatever is on your mind I find writing out my feelins sometimes helps me. Journaling has been a lifesaver, literally, at times for me. Hang in there and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
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Still not feeling great. But having you guys support does help some.
I really feel like I am failing at everything I am supposed to be doing.
I feel like I am failing my husband and my kids and my family and my self.
I don't know what to do to make things right again and to feel normal again.
Still not feeling great. But having you guys support does help some.
I really feel like I am failing at everything I am supposed to be doing.
I feel like I am failing my husband and my kids and my family and my self.
I don't know what to do to make things right again and to feel normal again.
What have you tried doing so far? I don't like to be a med pusher and drive anyone to do something they aren't ready to do, because I know all too well that it won't do any good unless "you" are ready for it. One thing to do try doig is seeing if you can pinpoint what caused you to start feeling this way, did something snap or was it a gradual progression? Can you say I fee this way because...? Have you talkd to hubby about your feelings? Sometimes we need to do that. I have been where you are? I have felt that pain, only to find out that I wasn't failing anyone but myself, because I let myself get trapped in a feeling that was unfounded. Even when the feeling is deeply rooted in something, you have to know that through faith in yourself you can spring back from this. Please stay true to you, and take care of you. Need to talk, I'm here.
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I am having one of those days too....or I guess I should say weeks. Last week I was crying uncontrollably at the drop of a dime. We are moving and my hubby left over a week ago and I was left to get rid of our stuff we didn't want, pack the entire house, and watch our 19 month old. So I figured stress has a little do to with it. But now I just feel like my hubby doesn't understand. I made one comment about how I was excited to be moving, but I just wish I could finish packing this house and he immediately jumped down my case about being negative all the time. I am so confused. I feel like with the exception of the the past week, things have been fine. I know I am depressed about finding out I had PCOS and the fact that I feel like I have to understand that there is *a* possibility I will have no more children, which could go for anyone with any disease or even if they were disease free. I just don't think he really understands what all is involved with PCOS or how hard it is to deal with it all. He seems to think that because I found out 10 days ago, I should have gotten over it by now. Last week, I pretty much thought I was losing it and fixing to have a mental breakdown and my husband thinks the best way to support me is to tell me to shut it. Even after I listened to him complain way more than I ever did. I was just talking to him about how I felt and he just wants doesn't want to hear it unless it is something positive. He is my husband! He is really the only person that I can talk to right now. I have been moved away from family and friends for nearly 2 years and that has really caused a rift in our closeness. Maybe I am crazy and losing it! I don't doubt that I get angry when we are arguing, but that is pretty much it...only when we argue. I just feel like he is not being supportive of my feelings and what I am dealing with. I just feel so alone. My mother is a hypochondriac and tried to tell me she has PCOS, when I know she doesn't. I told her about my girlfriend that had it and she never mentioned anything about it and just talked about how that must suck for her. But every time something comes up in my life or health, she has been there and done that. I know it can be hereditary, but I know it is not from her side of the family....it is my dad's. So I really don't have anyone to talk to about it. I guess I just needed to vent a little. Thanks for listening and sorry you are going through a tough time too. I will be here to listen to you, even if you need to just vent. I know how it can be not feeling like anyone knows what you are going through but yourself. Take Care!
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