When I went back to work after lunch this afternoon I was listening to the CD I made for Dylan and me (which I listen to over and over again - thank you for sharing your songs with me in a previous post. I think 'Held' is my new fav song. I do cry everytime I listen to it, but it's a good cry) when it hit me. I realized how much love and support people have been sending us since our loss and how much it made me feel good to know I have a huge support system that extends way out past my family. I think when we are so deeply saddened by our loss that we don't realize how it effects everyone else. How everyone around you does feel a great amount of pain even if they've never had to experience what we've gone through. They may not be able to comprehend fully, but they feel a loss and they ache for you. My family has been there for me even when I wanted to be alone. And I am greatful for that. My husband, god bless him, has seen me at my worse and hasn't left my side. I love him so much. I also work with a great group of people who have just been ready, willing and able for me whenever I need them. They are wonderful. And you guys. You have really touched my heart. I don't even know you in the sense that we've never "offically" met before, but the love and strength on this board is so strong and I do pull some of that strength when I need it and I just want to thank you. I wish I could thank you all face to face. I hope you too can find strength on this board and I only hope that I can help you during your darkest hour. Please know that I am here for you all whenever you need me. No matter how late it is, I'm here.
Thank you so much!!!!!!!!
((((HUGS))))
Laura
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Last edited by sunshine071899; 09-05-2007 at 12:42 AM.
Thank goodness for the good days. You are welcome for anything we might have shared here, and every one of us wishes we could give you your heart's desire, but we'll do whatever we can. I'm so glad you were able to go to work and hang in there. Grief is a rollercoaster, so please give yourself a break on the days that aren't so good. It's all part of the journey, and it sounds like you are well on your way to dealing with this journey. (((Hugs)))
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First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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I would also like to thank everyone. I haven't suffered a heartbreaking loss like many of you, but I had a chemical a few months ago. I've learned so much from this board and have found comfort and encouragement.
A Big Thank You 
Thank you so much!!!!!!!!
I'm glad that you've found some comfort in this tragedy.
