I GET SOOOO DEPRESSED ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! ANYONE ELSE GET REALLY DEEPLY DEPRESSED ON THEIR BIRTHDAY. MY B-DAY NEVER LIVES UP TO MY EXPECTATIONS, BUT AS I GET OLDER I AM TRYIN TO JUST FORGET ABOUT MY EXPECTSTIONS, BUT IT IS HARD WHEN I TALK TO PEOPLE AND THEY TALK ABOUT SOMEONE OTHER THAN THEIR HUSBAND (LIKE FRIEND, RELATIVE) TAKE THEM OUT FOR THEIR BIRTHDAY OR WHEN SOMEONE ELSE HAS A BIRTHDAY THEY ALWAYS TALK ABOUT TAKING SOMEONE ELSE OUT FOR THEIR BIRTHDAY, NEVER EVER ME, MY FAMILY EXCEPT KID AND DH REMBER MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! I WOULD JUST LOVE A SURPRISE OR SOMETHIN SPECAIL FOR MY B-DAY ONE YEAR. AGE IS DEPRESSING!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I HAVE DONE NOTHING IN MY LIFE AND MY LIFE IS FLYING BY!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN SOOOOOOO DEPRESSED AND STRESSED OUT LATELY, IT IS PITIFUL. I TOLD DH I JUST WANTED A DAY/NIGHT ALL TO MYSELF, AS I HAVE NOT HAD ONE IN ALMOST A YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO ONE TO WATCH MY 13 MONTH OLD MY OTHER 9 YR OLD IS IN FLORIDA WITH GRANDPARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH, WELL EVERY ONE PRAY FOR ME TO HAVE A GOOD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
i HOPE YOU GET YOUR WISH AND HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY, YOU DESERVE IT. HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY.
__________________ Me - 36, DH - 38
Taking 2000 mg Metformin
TTC for past 5 years
DX about 5 years ago
No children - only one dog(Buddy, Alaskan Malimute), one budgie Bird (AJ)
Today is my 28th birthday and I have cried all day. I can definately relate. I have been stressed and depressed too. I feel like a big loser. I haven't reached any of my goals yet and life is just sucking right now. I do have a great husband that loves me very much. Other than that....nada.
I am just having a pity party for my birthday! Thanks for letting me vent too.
Happy Birthday to us!!
__________________ Chastity - Mommy to Bailey (4) & Justin (2) 1 Angel Baby Lost to Vanishing Twin at 16 weeks
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wow happy birthday to us!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is great we share b-days!!!!!!!!!!! i feel you!!!!!!!!! i feel the same way are you my twin, very strange i feel the same darn way you do!!!!!!!!!! we need to share our thoughts!!!!!!!!!!!!!! email me!!!!!!!! we could rant together!!!!!!!!!! i have alot of email buddies so be patient with me i cant keep up with them all!!!!!!! I stress is about to KILL!!!!!!! my short term memory is shot!!!!! i get exhausted just thinking about things i need to do and want to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well maybe we cheer each other up!!!!!!!!!!!
hope you had a great day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LISA
DD: shelby 13 1/2 months old
DD: larissa 9 yrs old
Today is my birthday. I woke up bloated and absolutely MISERABLE. I am just not in the mood to be getting older on top of everything else. That reminds me..I should change my age in my signature.
Edited to add..
Man. I just noticed that for today's birthdays, I am the oldest!!! Wahhhh!
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Emily Marion - May 23, 2004
Hunter Nathaniel - May 17, 2005
Ethan Lukas - February 27, 2007
yep yep yep...i can relate here!!! my birthday are days I just want to sit in my room and cry about how much I hate my life...ugh...I think it has something to do with my depression...i totally hate feeling this way every year....I am also like this around the holidays. I don't have a big family and it's kinda depressing cuz well it's not like it is "in the movies" where everyone gets what they want, and you carbs never effect you, and everyone is happy. I don't get it.
I got knocked unconcious at my birthday party by a gate crasher last year..There was a really big brawl which involved about 20 people all fist fighting. (shamefully including me!) This guy punched me in the temple. I had a bleeding lip and a small cut on my forehead as well. It looked pretty dramatic. My Best friend Nat controlled the situation by hitting the guy with a crow bar! I woke up the next day very sore and sorry. For once it wasn't my own self inflicted fault!!
Normally I look forward to my birthday for ages, then get depressed on the day... I don't get depressed about getting older mainly because I am only turning 20 in sept.
Birthday Blues!!!!! 
