sarahmills

I don't know if anyone else feels this way. I just have to motivation or energy lately. I'm just overloaded with worries. Medical bills just piling up that I can't pay, the husband being out of work for over a year now. I'm just so tired. I swing from one emotion to another. Some days I'm super happy and then other days I'm just so blue. I just want to lay in bed and sleep most of the time. I wish I could just quit and say enough is enough I'm done. Let someone else take care of it all. I just don't know anymore. I'm sick of feeling this way. I just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. I really want to start a family, but I can't until we're both working, which I don't see happening ever again. I'm sick of being the bread winner. Some days I want to surround myself with people and then other days I can't stand them. Am I the only one out there that feels like this?

Mazarin

*Hugs*

Liloppy

I hear you hun. It's not easy being a grown up. We have 2 boys both are in private school, we have a house that we are barely able to make payments on somedays. I run an in homedaycare, I have one ft family not coming much cause Dad lost his job, another ft kid that mom can't afford to pay me and wants me to watch the child for free. I am too kind hearted and it's hard to say no. DH works FT and has a ft lawncare buisness that he does but that is almost up as snow should start flying soon. We have tons of medical bills too, I just wish I could find a money tree in my back yard, win the lottery or something. If you ever want to talk, I would be willing to chat with you, just send me an im or something I could call you I have free long distance if you would like just let me know. *person in the same boat as you* Jenny

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Mazarin

and money issues is what is forcing me back to work next month. Whilst I am better than I have been in months I need to get back to work as I can see the debts piling up and paying the rent is becoming a worry for me.