Well, for some reason it is hitting me now that i have PCOS. Sounds weird but i guess i have been putting off accepting it for the last couple weeks. (I was dx a little over a month ago and have been using the forums since, BIG help btw). It is a nice feeling knowing im not the only one going through this, although i wish no one else had to

. Ever since i was dx i just havent felt right, i have all these worries. Then again the meds dont make me feel all that great (MEtformin 500g twice aday it is the XR) im sure this doesnt help. I just have all these thoughts running through my head, I want to be a mom of at least three someday!! Yes im only 19 in a serious relationship, and i mean when the time is right. What im feeling like is when the time is right will i even be able to?!?! That is what scares me, now dont get me wrong Im not going to ask my bf to have a baby (yet hehe)lol but it just worries and upsets me to think about it

I dont know i guess i just need some support because honesly ( dont get me wrong my mom and bf and you guys

i feel like im not getting enough. All i get it how are you feeling today, thats great but i just want someone to talk to me about how im feeling ABOUT the pcos not just because im having med side effects. Blah thats all there is to say and unfortently that is just one of my worries, the health effects scare me too. Can you develop other side effects?? As of right now my side effects from PCOS are irregular and horrible painful periods, pain in my ovaries the other 3 weeks im not on my period (although after staring metformin that has reduced), i am a bit overweight (5'2 and 170ishlbs), horrible constant bloating, my testosterone is a bit high, and my Fhs and LH hormones are 6:1 where they are supposed to me 1:1. Can i develop the huritusm and other things as well?? Another thing can i develop IR, as of right now i am not insulin resistant.
Overall it has just been a hard month.. I was DX with PCOS, a week later my mom was DX with uterine cancer (THANK GOODNESS she had a histurectamy and is cancer free now, I dont know what i would do with out her I love her so so much), and then another week after that my sis was DX with PCOS
Well thanks for all the support and help i really really apperciate everything everyone has to say!!
