It all started last year when I hadn't had a period in 5 months and doctor put me on BC to get me started and after 1 month of BC and my 1st period I was in severe abdominal/pelvic pain, doubled over felt like I was dying in pain, vomiting, diahreaha, acid reflux, faintish, this last for 3 hrs and then was very sick that whole week and lost 10lbs! I'm a thin sister so I didn't need to loose any weight! So stopped BC and decided I wanted to TTC#2 didn't O but twice in 6 months and found out I had
A few moments ago, I grabbed my iPad and in the search field on my google page was verse Isaiah 45 5-6! KJV reads
I am the Lord, and there is no other;
There is no God besides Me.
I will gird you, though you have not known Me,
6*That they may know from the rising of the sun to its setting
That there is none besides Me.
I am the Lord, and there is no other;
When you break it down bc KJV is sometimes hard to understand it basically
Today was a bittersweet day for me! My 4 year old DD got her new big girl bed in today! Watching my DH take apart toddler/crib apart broke my heart more turn I thought it would! I was really hoping to be putting our 2nd child into that bed when DD got her new bed! Sigh I cried like a baby!! :*( today is cd8 and I feeling nothing since I'm un-medicated this cycle! Sucks!!! I really pray I O on my own bc I feel helpless, nothing I can do but pray and leave it up to God!!! Leaving to go to Florida
I'm done with meds and u/s!!! My insurance doesn't cover but half of it and i can't afford to do that!! RE says I can't femara unless monitored so I guess we will keep trying naturally!!! I figured it's all in Gods time and he chooses when I get blessed again so it doesn't matter if I'm on or off meds!!! I'm going to just trust in him and give it all to him and have faith that he knows what's best!!!! In the mean time I'm going to enjoy my beautiful 4 year old DD who is all I ever wanted...... They
Ugh I had such high hopes for this cycle!! Femara, u/s trig shots and time IC and still BFN!!! I really wanted my children to be closer in age then me and my sis!!! Aliah is already 4 and it takes 9 months to have a baby! Looks like if I ever get blessed with another they will be at least 5 years apart! I really wanted them to be able to have things in common!!! Anyone out there with kids 4-5 years apart?? How is it going? I know it's outta my hands and on Gods time but I started TTC 7 months
Right now I'm 8DPO and 10DPT and I'm going crazy!! I can't tell if my symptoms are pre-pregnancy or trigger relates?!?!? I tested the trigger this morning and I believe it was negative bc I could barely see the line!! So i. Trying to figure out if my sore BBs are from trigger or pre-pregnancy!! They are so sore still, I'm also tires(more tired then usual) I have insomnia so I never sleep but lately been going to sleep earlier and had mild champs up until yesterday and few twinges here and there!!!
No amount of complaining will make a situation suddenly better, and no amount of worry will solve any problem. So instead of dwelling on matters that you can't change or on things that haven't even come to pass...cast all your doubt/fears to the Lord and He will bring you peace. And smile, even when all is falling apart...because YOU know God has your heart in His hands...so why do anything else, but smile. James 1:2-4 ♥
When I went in last Thursday for my ovidrel to help make me ovulate! I had all kinds of worries in my mind, will this work? Am I finally going to get my 2nd blessing? Is taking all these meds the right decision? I've been worrying and worrying and feeling sorry for myself bc I hadn't gotten pregnant yet!! Well when waiting to get on elevator a young girl(maybe 23 tops) was on phone with her bf or hubby and just had an U/S and found out that her precious baby had down syndrome or at least the doctors
This is a simple blog!
Sometimes you just gotta turn on some dance music and let loose by yourself and dance around the house!!!! No need to stress and worry bc it won't help!
So girls turn the music up or put some ear phones on and shake your bootay
Let loose, be silly and laugh!!!!
Today has been an emotional roller coaster ride for me! Nurse called to tell me that my 29mm follicle could be a cyst but we won't know rill end of cycle and if I did trigger on Thursday and it is a cyst then I would be just wasting my money and on top of that my DH fam is being rude and mean to me!! I've always had inlaw issues!! They have never really accepted me into the fame,y and are always "fake" when around me! Long story but they came over (which was surprising) because they NEVER