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I Just Need A Little Corner Of Space, To Be Me In A Way That Other Little Corners Have Not.

  1. Apparently If You're Overweight You Deserve...

    by , 08-18-2011 at 06:58 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    To be reminded of it CONSTANTLY! I went back to the GYN today, and she felt inclined to remind me that I was overweight OVER and OVER again. We also must deserve to be forewarned that all that's going to happen when we see the reproductive endocrinologist is that we're going to be told to lose the weight, because, "being over weight puts us in a FALSE POLYCYSTIC STATE!" It's crap like this that makes me hate NP's and Doc's so much when it comes to PCOS. I got my referral anyway. I told ...
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  2. Blood Work Normal?

    by , 08-15-2011 at 01:20 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I went to the GYN's office. She obviously thinks she's the Wizard of Oz because she hasn't done anything I've asked her to do and she refused to see me today because I was 7 minutes late due to the heinous parking situation. I mean tell someone that on Monday's it's like a 50% off sale at Wal-Mart in your parking lot. I filed a complaint, because I knew that it was by her choice, based on the fact that there was a 15 minute grace period. I've been worried and wracking my brain since Thursday when ...
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  3. The Battle Continues...

    by , 08-15-2011 at 04:11 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in. Who is this King of glory? The LORD strong and mighty, the LORD mighty in battle.

    Today, my husband went to church with me. I don't know what it's the beginning of, and I don't want to speak too soon, but I hope he understands how much it means to me. My hope is that God hears us clearer speaking as one. For so long this has seemed like a battle that I must endure alone, ...
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  4. What NOW? GYN wants me to come back!

    by , 08-12-2011 at 03:05 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I have never had this happen to me before. The GYN's sec called and wanted to schedule an appointment for me to come back right away. Monday morning at 9:30AM I'll be there, bright eyed, but not so bushy tailed. I keep saying that I can't take anymore. I'm going to stop putting this energy out there. Obviously, I can take it because I'm still standing. I just want to know what she could possibly want. I haven't gotten any PAP results back in the mail and I allowed myself to be used like a guinea ...
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  5. Cried Too Soon...

    by , 08-11-2011 at 02:36 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    A couple of days ago after 8 days of this calorie counting stuff and continuing with my hardcore workouts I decided to get on that damn scale. The number hadn't moved and I just broke down. I had a whole speech planned for the RE and my GYN about how hard weight loss is for those of us with PCOS and then it happened. A couple of days later I can in 4 lbs lighter. Yes it took 9 days. I was hoping to see it in 7, but some weight came off. I'm still at it. I'm writing down everything I eat, and keeping ...
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  6. Lose More Weight...Lose Your Reader....

    by , 08-08-2011 at 03:46 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I'm down 3 more pounds. I was getting worried. I'm feeling good right now, and I'm thinking that this can be done. I've had enough bad news. Here's more. I've been reading The Help on my kindle and enjoying it immensely. Now I have to read it on my laptop or desktop because the kindle screen decided to go out. I'm going to be contacting Amazon, but if they try to act like its my fault, even through I've had it for less than 1 year I'm not going to get another kindle. It's going to be a nook color, ...
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  7. Blog Spammed???

    by , 08-04-2011 at 02:26 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    Has anyone else's blog been hit with advertisements for shoes and other stuff. Mine has recently and I'm not sure how to delete them. Any ideas???
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  8. Motivation...

    by , 08-02-2011 at 08:18 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    Well, I got the results back from my sleep study today and I do have moderate obstructive sleep apnea. Sure, I'll take that on top of everything else. Now I'm just confused about what to do now. I have another sleep study coming up to be fitted for the CPAP mask. In the mean time my motivation has increased just that much more. I've always been a snorer, but the sleep apnea is most definitely caused by my weight. I'll be working and praying that much harder now. It's not a game.
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  9. Thanks Audi & PromisesFailx...myfitness pal ROCKS!!!

    by , 08-01-2011 at 02:55 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I just got through doing 10 minutes of Turbo Fire HIIT 20, because myfitnesspal.com told me that I was a little over 100 calories past my daily limit. I put my BodyBugg back on and did 10 minutes of strength training and 10 minutes of Turbo Fire and I got some calories to spare not thanks to my workout DVD arsenal. Yes, it's late. I just couldn't relax knowing that I went over my calories today. Damn Sunday Dinner! Anyway, I'm back in the fray. Today will be a much healthier day for me. I've honestly ...
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  10. Saw the GYN...Is It Really That Simple?

    by , 07-29-2011 at 03:44 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    Alright I saw the GYN today and got a referral to the RE. She told me that they RE would probably tell me to keep up with the weight loss and then once I reach a healthier weight we could start trying to get pregnant. I'm game. By then my whole life style will be different. I still had my hormones tested in the lab and I will still see the RE to discuss my treatment options.

    We spoke about weight loss. I told her about how I worked out diligently with only very little weight loss ...
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