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Got To Get My Heart Back

I Just Need A Little Corner Of Space, To Be Me In A Way That Other Little Corners Have Not.

  1. Spotting...

    by , 02-28-2012 at 01:19 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    This is a new one. Light pink spotting. That is all. I just wanted to remember this.
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  2. 4 DPO...Maybe...

    by , 02-28-2012 at 01:43 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    Well according to FF I am 4 DPO. I know I said I'd be leaving here, but the site is running right now. I'm just copying all my posts to Office OneNote and keeped FX that this whole site melt down thing doesn't happen again. Here's what's up.

    So I bought a BD Basal Body Temp Thermometer and I thought that there was something wrong with the thing because my temps are much higher than they were last cycle. Last cycle I averaged 97.3 and this cycle I'm in the 98 range. I double checked ...
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  3. Wtf soulcysters?!?!?!?

    by , 02-26-2012 at 03:18 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I'm just here to copy and paste all my blogs to my hard drive and then I'm done with SC. I've moved on to cysterworld, because I haven't been about to access this site since my last blog body, which was CD4 for me I'm at CD 13, so that long. I was so afraid that I had lost all my memories forever. Everyone doesn't know how to access that site using the webproxy.ca url and then typing in soulcysters.com. All I know is I can't take it anymore. This is the second crash. I hope many more find their ...
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  4. CD4 - Went ahead and started Clomid

    by , 02-15-2012 at 11:14 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    Last night, I figured what the hell and began clomid on CD 3. I feel ok with that decision. I didn't take the soy, but I figured that if I ever wanted to try a natural cycle, given I see AF after clomid this time that I would be prepared. *sigh* This period is seriously heavy too. I'm actually using tamps this cycle though, I thought about soft cups but hubby thought it was one of the most disgusting ideas ever. His question..."How do you get the thing out?" I left them right there on ...
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  5. Ugh....She's here.

    by , 02-13-2012 at 12:57 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    AF started today. I can't say that's it's too bad today. I still have DAYS left to see if this one will be anything like last month's. I only took it for 8 of 10 days. I was nervous that AF wouldn't even show up. Now I'm trying to decide if I want to take clomid on CD 5-9 or CD 3-7. I know it's prescribed 5-9 but I had a feeling that last month wouldn't work because AF was super long. AF lasted 11 days. Anyway, it's all good so far. I'm not at all happy about learning of the death of Whitney Houston. ...
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  6. Day 2 No Provera

    by , 02-08-2012 at 12:29 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I'm just here waiting patiently for AF to show up. I'm thinking she'll be here within the next 2 to 3 days just in time to ruin Valentine's Day. The monster in law caught strep and rescheduled her trip. Now she'll be here when I'm supposed to be BDing nightly to make a baby. I told Matt that she much want to hear it after all. She told him that she was leaving Valentine's Day morning because she didn't want to here us having sex. lol Well in the house of baby making that this has become YOU WILL ...
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  7. Tempted...

    by , 02-03-2012 at 01:15 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I'm tempted to stop Provera at 5 days and see if AF comes. I just don't want a visit like the 10 day dose I have before gave me. I hated it. The pain and the flow were collectively just too much! I am going to hold off on the soy for now. I'm taking cinnamon everyday in an effort to keep my blood sugar at bay, although I've had several glucose tests over the past year and they're not picking up on anything. I'm making sure that I eat right and get plenty of exercise.

    I've been tempted ...
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