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I Just Need A Little Corner Of Space, To Be Me In A Way That Other Little Corners Have Not.

  1. BETAs Done. Waiting for Numbers...

    by , 07-03-2012 at 02:16 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    So I just ripped the bandage off my hairy arm. I have more errands to run, I hate looking like a patient. I'm just waiting now for the RE's office to get back to me with the numbers. My sticks have been getting darker and darker everyday, which is a good sign. I also took an OPK to see if it's true that they can be positive when you're pregnant, and it was. I laughed because I kind of knew it would be, but I just had to be sure.

    I thought the TWW sucked but the 38 wk wait, will ...
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  2. It's a BFP for ME!

    by , 07-02-2012 at 02:50 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    The blogosphere is totally different. New faces/bloggers, and it's all good. Hi everybody! I am so happy that I have my blog here to express my feelings and assess them in black in white. Right now I'm totally scared, nervous, happy, and excited to have a BFP, after years of wanting and 8 months of trying.

    I'm worried about what every woman worries about, especially those of us with PCOS. I'm not sure why. I am so happy and I feel connected to what is going on and I know it's real. ...
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  3. Femara Cycle 2 Has Begun.

    by , 06-06-2012 at 10:31 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    So I'm back on the Femara. I actually love it. It made me O, and I'm not suffering from the death of hot flashes. I do get stupid Femara headaches though. That drives me NUTS. They are nagging, aggravating little headaches, that just won't go away. I am looking forward to trying again this cycle. I'm hoping for a BFP, because I am just so ready to be a mom again. Everyone in this house has baby fever, down to my sweet little girl. So here we go again, and beyond, until the BFP gets here. Come on ...
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  4. Sad...

    by , 05-31-2012 at 12:39 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    Do people think before they speak? ? I'm actually talking about my husband on this one. He had his PRK eye surgery to correct his vision today. I was so proud of him and happy for him. He's upstairs getting ready to lie down because he really has no choice but to sleep, but before he goes to sleep he says, "Oh, I just remembered something. At the meeting they said that you can't get PRK if you have an autoimmune disease." My mouth fell open. I was instantly reminded of all the hurt and ...
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  5. Blah!

    by , 05-28-2012 at 02:14 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    8 DPO and I am nervous about where I'll be in the next week. I'll either be happy and moving forward or sad and moving forward. Either way, Femara might have given me a new perspective in TTC. I had my first positive OPKs, my first real EWCM, my first O pains. I realize how blessed I am to have my daughter, because I didn't know about any of this. I took clomid and thought I'd ovulate between CD11-14 and I remember thinking of that was my window, and letting go after those days were up. I think ...
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  6. P4 For Friday!

    by , 05-24-2012 at 12:57 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I really wish that there was a walkin clinic in my area that I could get my P4 test done at. But to my knowledge there isn't. Anyway, I just don't want to have to wait until Wednesday to get my results but I think I'm gonna have to because of the Monday holiday, and Tuesday will probably be the first chance they get to work on it. I hope I can stay busy enough. Hubby will be recovering from PRK. So, there is the prospect that I'll be too busy helping him to think about my P4 results. I do hope that ...
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  7. Finally...

    by , 05-21-2012 at 10:38 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I finally stopped getting positive OPKs. I took one this morning and it was obviously not as dark as the super dark positive I has yesterday, but the control and test lines were both prominent and the same level of darkness. I took another in the afternoon and it was negative, so that's that...The "O" pains were gone by the late morning. I feel like me again except for the fact that I'm a little tired. I told my mom about the pain and she said she used to have it too. I was worried about ...
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  8. OPKs...

    by , 05-21-2012 at 12:19 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    Alright so in light of all these Positive OPKs...5 total, we BDed with PreSeed last night, and O cramps (I think) started last night. I was really achy on the right side, and I got gassy (sorry). Anyway, BD was uncomfortable because of the cramping on the right side. But I ignored it because of the goal. Then after I couldn't get comfy so I decided to prop up on some pillows and watch some Nurse Jackie. That last episode... While I was watching, I had a sharp stabbing pain that made me sit ...
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  9. 3+ OPKs!!! ~~~Pics!

    by , 05-20-2012 at 02:04 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
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    I'm just updating my OPK shots. The test line is still pretty dark, but appears to be lightening up. I also had my first encounter with true EWCM. I feel educated. All this time what I thought was EWCM might not have been. What I thought could be +OPK sticks...Weren't. I'm still not going to count my little chickies before they hatch, but this possible O feels like more or a sure thing than ...

    Updated 05-20-2012 at 06:24 PM by SookiesNique (Changing OPK IMAGE)

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  10. Dark Positive OPK!!! ~~~Picture!

    by , 05-20-2012 at 01:08 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    Now I know I reported on for CD 15 but it was a tad questionable. THIS OPK IS POSITIVE!!!.


    Sorry about the size, but look! BOTH LINES ARE EQUALLY DARK! That has never happened before. I felt cramps and twinges, and fatigue, and I said what the hell. I may as well take another for the hell of it, and there it is. I noticed that second line coming in right away. Now I'll have to stay calm and wait ...
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