well im having a good day today. not feeling so lost,upset,stressed and like my own life and body isnt my own. sometimes i wonder why me. sometimes i feel like my partner is going to leave me because i cant giv him what he wants (aka) a family.and with all the emotional problems and all the baggage i come with i just dont know why he would even bother staying with me. HOW does HE cope with me i even annoy myself sometimes. dont get me wrong i love him to bits and hes been there when
im tired i feel like im running out of time. i want a baby NOW! everyone i know is pregnant or has a baby why is it not my turn i hate the ups and downs with PCOS rrrh i wonder what my problem will be tomoro im an emotional reck!!!
Hey ladies it's Been awhile! No baby...On purpose. I ended my previous relationship. It's not what you think it wasn't because we couldn't conceive it was because we didn't work as a couple. I am just happy that it ended before we brought a baby in the world together. That was over 3 year's ago! Now I am living in NYC and taking a natural approach to healing my body as a whole. I lost over 30 lbs and weekly acupuncture and herbs Like Gui Zhi Fu ling Wan (Cinnamon & Hoelen Formula) to help restore
It's days like this that make my heart ache and tears fall. My day started out great with breakfast with my wonderful husband at one of my favorite spots. Then came back home to do some much needed cleaning and reorganizing of my scrapbooking/craft room. In the middle of it all I sat down at my computer to quickly check emails and facebook. A friend had posted a picture of her baby bump and the fact that she has 8 weeks left. That's when it hit me. I would've been in my final 4 weeks of pregnancy
I miss my baby bump; but love my new born baby girl ! Today she is 1 month and 5 days. Its been a long journey that was worth the travel.IMG_20130208_192410.jpg
Yep, back to the job. Really I do love it. *sigh*
A bit of background (if anyone reads this)... I work in an in home daycare, run by a friend from my MOPS group. She allows me to take my 3yo DD with me. I have been there since she was 4months old (yep, almost three years). She recently (in May) had a DD at 27 weeks gestation, the poor girl has been in and out of the hospital since then and is currently in due to a UTI and some other issues... so I get that S. is a little stressed,
Wow what a pregnancy. My water broke @ 3:30AM Thursday morning, and now I'm officially going to be a January mommy. I will be induced on 28 January and hopefully deliver a healthy 34 weeker. They won't let me stay pregnant longer than that because of risk of infection. I am spending this Christmas in the hospital but oh it will be so worth it. My little boy is strong and currently weighing in at around 2lbs 10oz. I'm thrilled that he's ok. My water level is at a 3 and it leaks out often, but they
Ode to my Ovaries
I wish I could say that I knew of you well,
Instead of knowing you were the cause of my hell.
I wish I could say "you did a great job!"
But all you have done is make me weep, make me sob.
You were supposed to be a fruit, a giver of life,
Why must you cause me all of this strife?
You quit on me, you thought your job was through,
So blowing up in cysts is all that you do.
Updated 01-18-2013 at 07:04 PM by moey91
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Updated 12-07-2012 at 01:48 AM by TTCwithhope
Smile though your heart is aching; Smile even though it's breaking. When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by. If you smile through your fear and sorrow, Smile and maybe tomorrow, You'll see the sun come shining through for you.
Light up your face with gladness, Hide every trace of sadness. Although a tear may be ever so near, That's the time you must keep on trying, Smile, what's the use of crying? You'll find that life is still worthwhile, If you just smile.