Ode to my Ovaries
I wish I could say that I knew of you well,
Instead of knowing you were the cause of my hell.
I wish I could say "you did a great job!"
But all you have done is make me weep, make me sob.
You were supposed to be a fruit, a giver of life,
Why must you cause me all of this strife?
You quit on me, you thought your job was through,
So blowing up in cysts is all that you do.
Updated 01-18-2013 at 08:04 PM by moey91
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Updated 12-07-2012 at 02:48 AM by TTCwithhope
Smile though your heart is aching; Smile even though it's breaking. When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by. If you smile through your fear and sorrow, Smile and maybe tomorrow, You'll see the sun come shining through for you.
Light up your face with gladness, Hide every trace of sadness. Although a tear may be ever so near, That's the time you must keep on trying, Smile, what's the use of crying? You'll find that life is still worthwhile, If you just smile.
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since we moved from NE to TX I had to switch REs. That means instead of being able to do ivf this August I have to wait until the end of next May to even see the TX RE. I know there is no hope between now and then as i never cycle and it is making me bitter. I feel so hopeless and am starting to think whats the point of even trying so it makes me not as into being intimate. I am trying to not get out of my funk and trust God that miracles can happen but I am struggling. Anyone ever feel this way?
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I have to get my feelings in black and white so that I can breathe a little. My family and I got the wonderful news that we are expecting a little boy. However, we also go the news that my cervix is short. It is a mere 1.5cm as opposed to 3-4cm and I am on bed rest and back on progesterone suppositories. I want to look back at this time with my baby in my arms and recall all of this as being worth it. I know that my children are special and important to me. My daughter brightens up my world. This
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-SIGH- but im back on the roller coaster ride again. Im starting Metformin tomorrow (10-16-12) And im working closely with my doctor again. Geeees
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