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  1. I Dunno....

    by , 10-29-2012 at 08:02 AM (Trying To Understand PCOS)
    Its been a few since I was last on here. Took my second round of Clomid 200 mg. I went back to the doctor and the pelvic ultrasound showed no changes. I know my last round of clomid it took almost 2 weeks before my body showed any reaction. Its just I expected something to be different since I am on a higher dosage.
  2. so frustrated..

    since we moved from NE to TX I had to switch REs. That means instead of being able to do ivf this August I have to wait until the end of next May to even see the TX RE. I know there is no hope between now and then as i never cycle and it is making me bitter. I feel so hopeless and am starting to think whats the point of even trying so it makes me not as into being intimate. I am trying to not get out of my funk and trust God that miracles can happen but I am struggling. Anyone ever feel this way? ...
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  3. Cerclage Update...

    by , 10-25-2012 at 09:25 PM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I had the cerclage put in yesterday morning at 10:30. I honestly am quite nervous about what's to come. I don't know what my body is going to do. I have prayed and I'm trying to maintain my faith and my understanding that I have done all I can do. The rest is in God's capable hands. I just can't believe I had to have something like this done. I can't believe that my desire to become a parent again had brought me such heartache. First the SCH, and the 3.5 weeks of bleeding and the bed rest that came ...
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  4. 20 Wks ~~~ IT'S A BOY!!!

    by , 10-23-2012 at 12:16 AM (Got To Get My Heart Back)
    I have to get my feelings in black and white so that I can breathe a little. My family and I got the wonderful news that we are expecting a little boy. However, we also go the news that my cervix is short. It is a mere 1.5cm as opposed to 3-4cm and I am on bed rest and back on progesterone suppositories. I want to look back at this time with my baby in my arms and recall all of this as being worth it. I know that my children are special and important to me. My daughter brightens up my world. This ...
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  5. Insulite Labs update: about day 52

    Last week when I started spotting it turned into a huge period. First complete one I've had in over a year and it was very heavy. However, I can't say I'm not appreciative because it can't be good to continue to have ones that are not a full period. So I stopped this morning and I don't feel lethargic like I did last week. I haven't missed a dosage yet. I still haven't lost any weight but I'm still not working out. I'm sure if I started the weight would start coming off. If I ovulate this ...
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  6. Wow Its been a longggggg time

    Well its been a few years since i have logged in . I guess u can say i gave up or took a break. Things have been going well for me and my now fiance . I settled into that "It is what it is " feeling. I stopped TTC all together , was pushing my feelings wayyyy down deep and holding my head high and carrying on with my life.
    -SIGH- but im back on the roller coaster ride again. Im starting Metformin tomorrow (10-16-12) And im working closely with my doctor again. Geeees ...
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  7. Insulite Labs update about 45 days

    Well, I was really tired today and then started spotting. I also had major munchies. May be the start of an actual AF for the first time since April. My boobs still ache a bit. I've been a bit moody lately too but once again, sounds like AF. My sex drive has increased and I get "lubricated" on my own. The facial hair has been coming in slower and not as much, but it does seem coarser in the rare spots it comes up.
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  8. Dreading The Next Few Weeks....

    by , 10-14-2012 at 01:26 AM (Trying To Understand PCOS)
    So Aunt Flo never showed up. When I went to my family doctor to get my thyroid checked again they decided that I should have an pregancy test to be on the safe side. Broke my heart when the bleach blonde toothpick turned to me and said "Great knews, your not pregnant!"
    But anyway my first round of Clomid was 100mg. And there was no signs of ovulation. I had on one boobie the area around the nipple get darker. And my cervix area went from 5mm thick to 8mm thick.
    And everyone ...
  9. Daily Rant.....

    by , 10-10-2012 at 10:29 PM (Trying To Understand PCOS)
    Ok so today I went to my regular ole medical doctor. had to have the Thyroid levels checked because they arent sure I am on the right dosage. So while there I decide that I am going to ask my doctor for something to help me sleep. We discuss the problem and she says she wont give me anything till i take a pregnacy test. Well needless to say I didn't get the results I wanted. But anyway I come home and look up all about clomid. I start reading how if you havent been having a monthly period that the ...
  10. Whaaaa???

    by , 10-07-2012 at 10:06 PM (Trying To Understand PCOS)
    Okay so its been 2 days since my last post and guess what. No crazy mood swings..not Vagina fountain..and NO AUNT FLO!!! I don't get it. Hubby thought maybe the pain was becuase I actually Ovulated. When I had last seen the doctor he had said my ovaries wasnt showing signs of ovulation. SOoooo I am clueless........ :/
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